Fear and DisgustThe truth shatters my protective glass cage,the one that people can view me through but has always kept me safe.The cold comes rushing in as my hair start to raise.And at this point I know that I am very, very afraid.They say the moment you know your gonna die, is when you become a man.But that is nothing compared to the constant protection of tiny hands.You want to show them the world yet keep them locked inside,because the people that dwell outside these walls you wouldn't trust with your life.This beautiful planet we call home has housed the sick and depraved.Like the Catholic priests that touch little boys and the orderlies where coma patients are raped.Fathers that molest daughters and teachers that sleeps with kids,these people really disgust me but you don't know who it is.Is it a cousin a neighbor, aunt or unclethe pervert down the blockthe one that jerks off through the window shadewhile your kids play hopscotch.It scares me to death, and I can't sleep at night
The TunnelYou turned off the light at the end of my tunnel.Hope was in that little glass globe,with that tiny little spring of Happiness. and you just......turned it off.I feel so lost now
.lost and cold in the blackest of black.Night fears this type of darknessno one has been here ...here in my tunnelhere in my betrayalhere in my mental incarcerationMy tunnel has turned into four wallswith my hope dashed against themoozing downdown to the filth.The filth that slowly creepsto the rusty drainIt's so darkTo dark to see my last my last glimmer of hopeto rescue it before it goes down the drain.It's so darkmy tears get lost on their way downEmbarrassed to have come from meHorrified that their still attached to meslowly flowing towards the drain.I pray that they find Hope and Happiness at the end of their tunnel.so something of me does.
RelaxBeautiful innocenceBeautiful twilightWonderful breezeWonderful sightIts everything I hopedIts everything I wantTo live in this wonderful nightMy little weekend jauntWith my eyes closedI hear the loon's cry,Breathe in the nights airand let out the day's sighI wish this night could last forever
Poem from the graveHush now baby don't you cry.Because daddy has gone on to a better lifeSo grow up strong and do what's rightI'll still tuck you in and kiss you goodnightHush now angel don't feel sadI know how much you'll miss your dadKnow that he loves youKnow that he caresKnow in your heart he'll always be thereHush now darlingDon't you weepI'll kiss your eyesWhen you fall asleepAppear in your dreams to give you a hugCaress you cheek when your day was roughKnow I'll watch over you when times get badKnow I'll watch over you when you get sadSo dry your eyes, and no more cryingAbove your head, know I'll be flying
LostBeating on walls till fists turn to redAggravation turns to perspiration and bitter regretTime that flowed like a river is now but a brookTrees do not stand as straight when you lookHappy rhyming stories were so simple and pureRecited by the angels with children's innocence to lureBlinded by trust and a friendly helloTaken in time to the dungeon belowIrreverence is repeated till it turns trueNo longer human, no longer you
I want to be your absoluteI want to be your absolute everything.I want to be the air that fills your lungsThe wind in your sailsThe food that nourishes youThe pillow that comforts youThe foundation that supports youYour shoulder to cry on when you've had a bad dayIf I see you laughingI want it to be for something I said or didIf I see you smileI want it to be because you see meI've been dreaming of the way you used to talk to me with your hair slightly covering your face
That kills me.You have stolen my heartand I ask you politely for mercy.