The girl who ruled the universThere she stood in the sunCasting shadows on the groundI ask her, "Why does this entertain you so?"She say's it gives her a sense of power.I ask, "Why is this so important?"She lifts her head slowly.Turns to me and says,"God shouldn't get to have all the fun"The next day I saw her standing over an ant pileRocking back and forthI ask, "Playing God again?"She said "No, I've always wanted to be a cloud"I sat down under a lazy oak tree,and watched her for the better part of an hour.She asked me, "What are you doing?"I said, "Dreaming of what I could be."And for the first time in a really long time,I felt at peace.Just knowing that there's someone to watch over us,when we're feeling small
To the one I want most forYou fill my heart with joy and sorrowFor your dreams to come true,I'd give my tomorrowsFor happiness to be achievedYou shouldn't have to bleedBut if blood is neededTake mine, I don't need it.All I want is your life to mean something to you.
alonePicking up rocks and building sun clocksKeeping busy no matter how inaneStaring at the blue, its all I can doFrom going completely insaneTimes they change, along with this rageHere, there's no one left to blameThese emotions ride along with the tideThat seem to multiply with the rainBeing stranded here with all of these fearsMy hell on earth just sand and pain
TruthTruth comes out your mouth like vomitjust when you're feeling sickabout something you said or didto late it is for apologies,I'm already wishing you dead.
What are weTears tell the truthSmiles are designed to hide itBody language attracts us to realityAnd sex keeps us from it.The veil comes crashing down like a pane of glassthe moment passion is goneAnd the realization of what we have doneIs now with us till it's dawnDays turn to weeksThat night stays fresh in my mindThat haze we shared togetherPuts doubts that forever blind
The Edge of 1000 SunsBalanced equationthe Edge of 1000 Sunseach pulling me in
Damaging TidesShe'll tell you Karmais not her friend.With fists clenched tightshe screams, "God is dead!"Because she knows true heartbreak,she bleeds for one man.Her insecurity spells losswhen damaging tides roll in,but he doesn't play executioner.He didn't set forththose damaging tides.Tattooing a Buddha across his chesthe braces for the ride.A heart thats raging like a hurricane,he spirals against outstretched hands.No interest in truth. No time for lies.Catch him if you can.Because you should never crackyour own foundation,especiallyif you intend to stand.Sometimes we become lost,and lose everythingbefore we find our wayagain.
She Is SecularShe is earthy.Trail dust settles like talcum powder on her skinSomehow brightening her complexion instead ofShifting her tectonic plates.Her heart is Arizona redrock, warm and alive likeTremors. A 7.6 personality contrasts valiantly her petite construction.She is earthy.No amount of blunt force shovel trauma could crackA foundation so set in stone. Words are her macadam.Of course understand the coarse sand of her honesty fades-Turns to glass with salty sureness and mountain molehills.For who else could mine seraphinite spliced with Mica?She is earthy.For what gold could compete with crimson shards?Make me metaphors out of rough diamonds andYou'd make it seem like I paint her dull.No, the jagged mountains of Madagascar drenched in paintCouldn't come close to her obsidian hair.She is earthy.
Dead Men LieIt's been two days since I removed your head
Yet still, you speak to me.I hear you whisper my name,it slithers through your lips glistening with corruption,like a newborn babe swaddled in slime.I shiver as I hear the syllables
slipping, tripping over your dead tongue.Ever the linguist, even now you torture me,but you must see
your head is mine, my trophy.I spent endless hours exacting my revenge,eventually I grew tired as you grew cold,and hewed your betraying head from your liars neck.So, shut your foul rotting lips!No longer do I wish to hear their lies
Be still, your slug-like tongue!Soon even you will see this is the end, I have won.But please, by all means until that day,continue whispering to me the lies that dead men say.
Grief GriefWhen will I wake, and not think, It has been a month
half a year since I lost you?To open my eyes and see the day for what it is,not just as another march of time to measurethrough eyes that are sightless without you.When will tears not seem like my closest companion,and laughter not seem such a stranger?Will I ever find myself at the end of a daywithout thinking of you a thousand times?I went through a door that goes only one-way,and I cant get back to that life
life that I measure by the last breath,slowly sighed between your lips.Erziban 2009
Fall From GraceHer wings are broken,bloody and torn.Falling from grace,landing hard in disgrace.She curls in upon herself
the tears of a goddess run down her face,shining evidence of her fading divinity.She defied the blessed trinity,denied a god
all for the sake of her devilish affinity.You see, she loved Lucifer,followed his lead, listened to her heart
now she bleeds,mourning her faded divinity.